What to feel..,

Last night was nice. We saw War of The Worlds instead of Wedding Crashers because it was sold out. That will be my second time seeing that movie. He was sweet, and cute, and we held hands and kissed and cuddled, and I could not stop smiling the entire time.

Then I wake up this morning, and I'm confused. I don't know why I always do this.

I never can sleep anymore pass four in the morning, I start tossing and turning and getting headaches, I don't understand what is up with that.

Only about a week and half before we leave for North Carolina, I can't wait. I just want to get away and decide what I really want and make a set in stone decision. I sometimes wonder, if I will ever be satisfied. I'm ready for more changes, a lot has changed this summer and I like everything about it, I'm ready for life to hit me up with a few more, cuz I feel ready for whatever is to come.

I'm supposed to be going to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Adam tonight, so I'm going to go look up times and take a shower.

Love much.